Sorry to hear your days aren’t treating you well lately, Dong.
I don’t want to speculate on what your latter situation entails, but as someone who has moved on from major parts of my life as well, my advice is to embrace the memories. Past Dong’s enjoyment and experiences are still very real. What you are today is shaped by all of your experiences, including the ones left behind. Regret has a nasty way of making even good memories seem lost to time, but ultimately they still exist just through you being you.
If none of that applies you can ignore me.
